It's 9dpo and yes, I'm a test-a-holic. Today I had multiple tests with faint lines. So faint that my husband would call me crazy. Squint and hold it in the right kind of light type lines. But they are there. They are the right size, in the right location, and they have color. They are also on "internet cheapies" which are notorious for wicked evap lines even when read in the appropriate time window.
So I'm cautiously, dare I say, optimistic. Lines are surely better than no lines. If the lines are darker tomorrow, I will buy some real tests. If those are positive, I'll tell my husband. And from there, I'll call my doctor towards the end of the week once my period is officially late.
Most people would be jumping up and down. But, I've been down this road before. I feel good. I feel calm. Not worried. Not anxious. But not excited and happy either.
Just ready to see what the next couple of days bring.
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