Well let's see . . .
The positive outlook I had on life the last time I posted has all but dwindled. My period showing up, having to wait for what seems like forever for these RPL results, and just dealing with day-to-day pregnant people has really had me on quite the emotional rollercoaster.
Yesterday marks the 2 month mark of when I lost the baby. My second cycle fully completed with only a 12 day luteal phase (a little short for me) - so I'm currently on CD 3 of what for most people would be their first cycle trying again.
Will we try again this month?
I will hopefully know a lot more at 9am today when we FINALLY get our RPL results back. I am so nervous, anxious, and desperate. I fear that if I hear, "Everything is fine. Try again," that I will break down right then and there in her office. I need answers and I'm so terrified I'm not going to get any. (My husband can't go with me either - and I hate having to do this without him.)
Big sigh. Big big big sigh.
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