Sigh. A small part of me hoped that saying goodbye to 2011 would mean saying goodbye to the pain that came with it. Nope. The pain is still here. Lots more friends either having their babies or announcing their pregnancies and it's no easier for me than it was a week or a month ago.
After telling my husband's family about our problems over Christmas, we decided it was time to really come out to everyone. Our personal blog and facebook made that a fast and relatively easy process. (Easier than talking about it in person, that is for sure.) So everyone knows now. And that doesn't make me feel better either.
I'm desperately searching for something that will lessen this pain - and I can find nothing. Nothing makes me feel less broken or less empty. Nothing.
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