Hi, and welcome. This blog has changed a bit recently. My husband and I fought through 4 consecutive losses to get our second healthy child (born in December 2012) . . . and while we had not shut the door on the idea of another pregnancy, we certainly were leaning in that direction. On August 8, 2014, we found out we are pregnant for the 7th time. A total surprise. So the neurotic journey continues . . . third child or fifth loss . . . I'm scared and confused and just a teensy bit excited . . .

Thursday, December 22, 2011

I am in pain.

I don't really know what else to say. I don't know if it's depression or if it's normal grief. But I am hurting a lot. Nobody understands. Friends are either about to have babies or announcing they are pregnant. And I just hurt. There are some days when I feel like there is a light at the end of this tunnel, and then there are days like today when I am convinced that I will hurt forever. Forever.
Posted by J at 8:20 PM

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