What does that mean? Technically, not much. Only about 50% of pregnancies will have a positive test at 11dpo, and normal implantation can occur as late as 10dpo (which wouldn't produce a BFP for another 3-4 days). But all of my pregnancies, 5 in case you've lost count, have had BFPs by now.
How am I feeling? Well progesterone is a bitch, but we've already covered that. I feel okay. I don't know why, I never really had much hope for this cycle. I don't think a BFN is bad. I think if we had sat this cycle out and not tried that I would have been very sad. So we tried, and if it fails I will be a little disappointed. But a BFN is another month for my mind and body to continue healing. It's another month to get a little bit healthier. (I've already lost 10 pounds since January 1st.)
I know this cycle isn't over for a few more days. I haven't given up all hope yet. But a BFP will really surprise me at this point, and mentally I am prepared to be trying again next month.
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