Well our first consult with Dr. D is on December 1st. I'm nervous, anxious, and scared. I don't want to say that I'm excited or hopeful, but let's say I'm glad to be moving onto a possible solution.
My current doctor called Friday with good news - my HCG is now down to 37.5. That's absolutely wonderful. Low enough that I don't have to go back for more blood work. I have to track myself at home for the next couple weeks and report back when I get a negative home pregnancy test or when my period comes back. I can't believe this pregnancy is almost over.
I still cry about it a lot. Every day. I thought this one would be different. I am supposed to be 11 and 1/2 weeks pregnant and instead I've just finally stopped bleeding and my blood work is now lower than where it was only 12 days after I ovulated. I don't know how to ever feel okay again. I still just can't stop wanting this baby back.
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