Hi, and welcome. This blog has changed a bit recently. My husband and I fought through 4 consecutive losses to get our second healthy child (born in December 2012) . . . and while we had not shut the door on the idea of another pregnancy, we certainly were leaning in that direction. On August 8, 2014, we found out we are pregnant for the 7th time. A total surprise. So the neurotic journey continues . . . third child or fifth loss . . . I'm scared and confused and just a teensy bit excited . . .

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

The Faintest of Faint Lines (again)

Sigh.

I wrote this post already. I wrote it on Monday, October 3rd. I was 9dpo and my pregnancy test had the slightest shade of pink you could imagine. Most people would have thrown those tests in the trash without thinking twice. But I could see something.

That was the beginning . . .

Today, I took another pregnancy test and got the exact same barely there pink line. Again, most people wouldn't even notice it. But there it is. Staring me in the face. Pregnant. Still pregnant. Even though the bleeding has stopped and the baby is long gone. I am here, still hormonally pregnant, and sobbing.

This is the end.

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