Well, I ovulated. Almost on fucking schedule. How is that even possible? I was 10 weeks pregnant and I ovulated 17 days after I passed the embryo (20 days from when the heavy bleeding started). Normal ovulation for me is 14-16 days into my cycle. Un-freaking-real. The day I ovulated I took a pregnancy test and there was still the faintest shadow of line there. Today it is gone. That is what the online pregnancy community refers to as a BFN (big fat negative).
So there is nothing at all physically left of this pregnancy now. Other than the pictures from our ultrasound the day we saw the heartbeat. I don't think I'll keep those forever, but right now I can't bring myself to throw them away.
If only my mind would heal as quickly as my body. :(
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