Well I'm 2dpo - which means if I got pregnant this cycle and it was dated by ovulation (as opposed to LMP), I'd be due on December 24th. I can't help but feel different about this cycle than the last two. Our timing was good. I feel like I'm ready. I feel like it could happen.
And then I try to reel myself back in. Because the only thing my hope has gotten me in the last year is disappointment. What's the saying? Something like - "If you have no expectations you can't be let down."
I know better than to have expectations of any cycle. So hopefully sometime in the next 7-9 days I'll find reality again before I start testing. It's just so damn hard not to think about the possibility of a Christmas miracle. So damn hard.
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