Hi, and welcome. This blog has changed a bit recently. My husband and I fought through 4 consecutive losses to get our second healthy child (born in December 2012) . . . and while we had not shut the door on the idea of another pregnancy, we certainly were leaning in that direction. On August 8, 2014, we found out we are pregnant for the 7th time. A total surprise. So the neurotic journey continues . . . third child or fifth loss . . . I'm scared and confused and just a teensy bit excited . . .

Friday, March 16, 2012

With 99% certainty, I can say . . .

. . . I'm out this month. ~13dpo and a negative test this morning. Of course, it's never completely over until the bitch shows up, but having a line that gradually got darker then lighter (even if at it's darkest was still very faint) . . . well, really that's a chemical pregnancy. However, I'm not going there and calling this a 5th loss. Most people would have never even known they were pregnant, and more importantly - it doesn't feel like a loss to me. At all. It feels like something may have been about to happen and then didn't. And that's very very different than what I've been through before. And oddly enough, I feel pretty good today.

I stopped my progesterone this morning, so if last month is any indication, AF will show up sometime Sunday.

Onto the next cycle . . .

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