Hi, and welcome. This blog has changed a bit recently. My husband and I fought through 4 consecutive losses to get our second healthy child (born in December 2012) . . . and while we had not shut the door on the idea of another pregnancy, we certainly were leaning in that direction. On August 8, 2014, we found out we are pregnant for the 7th time. A total surprise. So the neurotic journey continues . . . third child or fifth loss . . . I'm scared and confused and just a teensy bit excited . . .

Friday, March 23, 2012

Some days are better than others

Today is a bad day. I checked an old email account to learn that an old friend who I have lost touch with was still emailing me there. So I reached out to him just to say hi and that I don't use that email address anymore. It's been years since we've chatted.

He wrote me back right away to tell me he's married and has 2 little girls and a little boy due any day now.

And suddenly I just felt like I had been kicked in the stomach. I couldn't breath. I was so jealous and sad and angry.

Why does it have to be this way? Why? Why? Why?

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