Hi, and welcome. This blog has changed a bit recently. My husband and I fought through 4 consecutive losses to get our second healthy child (born in December 2012) . . . and while we had not shut the door on the idea of another pregnancy, we certainly were leaning in that direction. On August 8, 2014, we found out we are pregnant for the 7th time. A total surprise. So the neurotic journey continues . . . third child or fifth loss . . . I'm scared and confused and just a teensy bit excited . . .

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

I'm going to lose it . . .

I CAN'T EFFING SLEEP AND I AM GOING CRAZY.

I am so fucking tired I can hardly see straight. I have no patience. I am irrationally angry. My body hurts. I am mentally and physically exhausted. And I can't fucking sleep no matter what I do.

I can not function like this. I am reaching the limit of what is possible without a total meltdown.

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