Hi, and welcome. This blog has changed a bit recently. My husband and I fought through 4 consecutive losses to get our second healthy child (born in December 2012) . . . and while we had not shut the door on the idea of another pregnancy, we certainly were leaning in that direction. On August 8, 2014, we found out we are pregnant for the 7th time. A total surprise. So the neurotic journey continues . . . third child or fifth loss . . . I'm scared and confused and just a teensy bit excited . . .

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

6 weeks

As you know if you read last night's post, I'm 6 weeks pregnant today.  I'm still scared shitless.  I find myself crying a lot over stupid stuff.  And I don't know if it's pregnancy hormones or if it's just fear and anxiety.  Probably a combination of both.  And I stumbled across this quote on the internet this morning and it made me cry even more:

"People cry, not because they are weak.  It's because they've been strong for too long."

And I feel like I am running out of strength . . . in a marathon that has only just begun.  I want to go back to bed and start over again tomorrow.

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