Hi, and welcome. This blog has changed a bit recently. My husband and I fought through 4 consecutive losses to get our second healthy child (born in December 2012) . . . and while we had not shut the door on the idea of another pregnancy, we certainly were leaning in that direction. On August 8, 2014, we found out we are pregnant for the 7th time. A total surprise. So the neurotic journey continues . . . third child or fifth loss . . . I'm scared and confused and just a teensy bit excited . . .

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Things I Can Not Control

My cycles since the miscarriage are all sorts of fucked up. I keep saying that each cycle is more and more odd than the previous one and each new cycle makes that more and more true. I have no idea what's going on this cycle. No earthly clue. I think I O'd a couple days ago. Don't know for sure though. Whatever. Some things in life you can control, and some things you can't.

Speaking of things out of my control. My nanny told us today that she is moving back to SC in July. So I have 2 months to find child care for our son. I guess 2 months is better than the alternative - she could have given us 2 weeks. But I don't like transition and I don't like things I can't control.

Blah.

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