Hi, and welcome. This blog has changed a bit recently. My husband and I fought through 4 consecutive losses to get our second healthy child (born in December 2012) . . . and while we had not shut the door on the idea of another pregnancy, we certainly were leaning in that direction. On August 8, 2014, we found out we are pregnant for the 7th time. A total surprise. So the neurotic journey continues . . . third child or fifth loss . . . I'm scared and confused and just a teensy bit excited . . .

Monday, June 11, 2012

Are you f*cking kidding me???

Okay, so before I start talking about how much I'm freaking out, let me say I'm not bleeding and I have no reason to think I'm miscarrying.

But OMG, I'm freaking out.

I have been bitten by a tick once since I got married 4 years ago. It was May 2009. How do I remember that so well? Because I was 9 weeks pregnant with my son. It was stressful. Lyme Disease can be very serious for pregnancy and a fetus. We had to send the tick off to be tested for all sorts of diseases (not just Lyme Disease) and after 2 weeks of waiting and $600 of tick tests not covered by insurance we learned the tick was not diseased. Phew.

Can you guess where this ridiculously random story is going next? Yes. Fuck. My. Luck.

I have a fucking tick on me right now. 2 tick bites in 4 years. Both in the first trimester of pregnancies. Someone compute the odds of that. Really.

It's tiny right now, so it hasn't been on me long. But here's more suckiness - because of where it is, I can't reach it well enough to get it off myself without worrying about tearing it and the head being stuck inside. So I have to wait . . . hours for my husband to get home and help.

I have a possibly diseased parasite sucking my pregnant blood right now, and there is NOTHING I can do about it for at least another 6 hours.

Fucking awesome. Really.

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