Hi, and welcome. This blog has changed a bit recently. My husband and I fought through 4 consecutive losses to get our second healthy child (born in December 2012) . . . and while we had not shut the door on the idea of another pregnancy, we certainly were leaning in that direction. On August 8, 2014, we found out we are pregnant for the 7th time. A total surprise. So the neurotic journey continues . . . third child or fifth loss . . . I'm scared and confused and just a teensy bit excited . . .

Monday, June 18, 2012

Feeling Really Down

I'm feeling very doom and gloom over the last 24 hours. Convinced it's all over and trying to prepare myself for that news on Thursday afternoon. Yesterday was 8w5d - the day we found out we lost the baby last time. And I just can not for the life of me fathom that there is any way this baby will still be alive on Thursday. My RE must have told me a dozen times at least that statistically *most* people will overcome RPL and go on to have successful pregnancies. I'm not feeling like the odds are in my favor, at all. I just want to curl up and cry.

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